More about me:
Hello there, my name is Frances; I'm a full-time / lifestyle Pre-op Transsexual, currently studying toward becoming a certified 'Sex therapist', as well as being a gigging musician here in London. I joined the COG back in 1975 and left in 1987, my name was 'Joshua Ranifall, so I guess I'm what you'd call an old timer.
I lead a most charmed, blessed and serendipitous life, but as with all things worth having, one has to work at it to make it that way, it doesn't just happen.
Yup, sure had it tougher than some, however, easier than others, I have more than some, less than others; stuff is stuff, but heck, I like it all the same i.e. 8 guitars. And so if this is as good as it gets, well, that's just fine by me, because it's the life I have both chosen and made for myself. Daily I make my bed, (Egyptian cotton sheets, goose down duvet and pillows...ohhh) and I'm quite happy returning to it at days end.
I'm the ultimate ever eternal optimist, refusing to become cynical, despite the odd periodic fall from grace...ouch...or naively being screwed over; alack, such is the vulnerability of trust, it's open to abuse by those unworthy of it in the first place; but ultimately that's their loss and what hope the world if I were to give up on it too and become a cynic? I'm not a vengeful person, leaving such things in the very capable hands of divine providence. Anyways, worse case scenario, it helps to keep me humble...ish and my feet on the ground; though my headís still in the clouds, being both a dreamer and a realist. I suppose you'd call me a conscientious hedonist.
At present, Iím just sitting here on this dock of a bay i.e. life, enjoying watchin the tide roll away, and then roll back in again.
I'm no wallflower, nor am I looking for tea, sympathy or affirmation.
Iím not running away from anything.
I'm not in denial.
I wasn't dealt a bad card.
I didn't pull a short straw.
I'm not trying to get anywhere other than where I am right here and now.
If I could be anyone in the whole wide world I'd still be me.
Yes, I guess you could say I've worked it out; Iím a rather content Bunny.
Well, that's it really, in a rather small nutshell. Anon.
Be kind to yourself