Web Site User Directory: cbac55

Where I live:

usa

My age:

53

What I do:

mother, student

I registered on:

August 22, 2005

More about me:

Hi. I lost 7 of my children to the COG in 1987. I have moved on with my life. I myself was a teen who was taken into the group in 1970 in Thurber Tx. usa. My children have now made contact with me. Two are in Germany and four are in Italy. One in Dallas Texas. I am in so much pain emotionally. It is so hard for me not to dwell on the past and all the abuses. They get mad at me and say I am trying to make them hate their "fathers" (who took them from me. I am still lost as to what to do. My present husband knows of the COG. He is of Jewish religion, we have one adopted child 14 years old and twins 13 years old. He wishes to have nothing to do with these sick people. I agree and can understand, at times I wish I could just walk away. Is there any hope of ever being able to be at peace with my children? Or will I have to die a totally broken life.

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