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Getting Through : In Remembrance

Always

from angel_red - Friday, February 11, 2005
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I find myself asking questions. Questions to the dead? He is the only ones that understood me in the Family , and who I hold the same experiences with. Sometimes I like to pretend we havenít spoken in awhile and sooner or later weíll get around to it. That Iíll be able to ask him the things that I so desperately want to hear. That Iím not insane and that I havenít just made this delusion.

But the reality is Ö he is gone. I wonít ever speak to them again. And my experience and horror will never be verified. I tried so hard to get away from the past, away from the Family. In turn I kept my contact with members and x members to a minimal. I deeply regret this. My fellow x member that I was closest with has died and for this there will always be a void in my soul.

The fact of the matter is no matter where we have gone, what lives we have lead we are all still siblings in some way or another. When one falls we all feel the effect. It affects our lives and we all lose a great deal.

I miss you and I wish I took the time to talk more to you. I wish I could have met your family and seen all the wonderful things you did with your life. And I know they were many. I never imagined you a perfect person but none of us are. You will never be forgotten. I love you big guy!

You were always the coolest and definitely the most entertaining. You had this thing about you that made everyone like you, everyone wanted to be around you. The way you would walk up to someone and start a conversation, you were never afraid of anything. Such a ladies man too until you met your wife and become a father. I was so proud of you. I heard such amazing things about you from your close friends.

I remember one day you went out of your way to make me feel comfortable. I was a wall flower and you came up to me and brought me in and made a special effort to not leave me out. I always remembered that. You had a good good soul in all your flaws you were prefect.

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from randomness
Sunday, February 27, 2005 - 11:30

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Jean Genie

A Small Jean Genie Snuck Off To The City
Strung Out On Lasers And Slash Back Plazas
Ate All Your Razors While Pulling The Waiters
Talking Bout Monroe And Walking On Snow White
New York'S A Go-Go And Everything Tastes Right
Poor Little Greenie

The Jean Genie Lives On His Back
The Jean Genie Loves Chimney Stacks
He'S Outrageous, He Screams And He Bawls
Jean Genie Let Yourself Go!

Sits Like A Man But Smiles Like A Reptile
She Loves Him, She Loves Him But Just For A Short While
She'Ll Scratch In The Sand, Won'T Let Go His Hand
He Says He'S A Beautician And Sells You Nutrition
And Keeps All Your Dead Hair For Making Up Underwear
Poor Little Greenie

The Jean Genie Lives On His Back
The Jean Genie Loves Chimney Stacks
He'S Outrageous, He Screams And He Bawls
Jean Genie Let Yourself Go!

He'S So Simple Minded He Can'T Drive His Module
He Bites On The Neon And Sleeps In The Capsule
Loves To Be Loved, Loves To Be Loved

The Jean Genie Lives On His Back
The Jean Genie Loves Chimney Stacks
He'S Outrageous, He Screams And And Bawls
Jean Genie Let Yourself Go
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From Joe H
Sunday, February 27, 2005, 12:04

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I shall not read this until you re-type it with correct capitalization. Rules are rules, people!(reply to this comment
from conan
Friday, February 11, 2005 - 18:12

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angel_red

I hate to seem like a nag, but your article was very vague and very poorly constructed. Like Joe H said, we have no idea who your article (eulogy?) is referring to. Otherwise though, I found it to be a very sweet, from the heart posting and as such I applaud you!
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from Joe H
Friday, February 11, 2005 - 14:18

Average visitor agreement is 2 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 2 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 2 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 2 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 2 out of 5(Agree/Disagree?)
With all due respect, it might be nice if you told us who you are talking about.
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