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from holysavage - Tuesday, June 03, 2008
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Will I ever be able to forget what happened? sometimes I just want to get away from it all...I wish I could tell the one person who loves me for who I am, everything about my past...but then I wonder, will he understand? Sometimes I feel so alone...

I have good friends but they can't grasp it all....it's easier to pretend that Iím a orphan than to have to explain to people why my parents don't give a shit about me...why they don't call on my birthday even though they live less than a hour away..Why they aren't coming to my wedding because the man who loves me is from a different country and another religion...it just hurts too much.

I wonder...will the tears ever stop? Will I be able to get through a night without feeling lonely...without feeling helpless...afraid? Without feeling like a liar when I have to try and explain things to people? Without feeling like my past is always there, waiting to show its' ugly head.

I wonder, will I ever feel safe? Safe to show my emotions, to show anger, to show the real me? Will I ever really forget and will I ever be able to be totally free from it all? I wonder.

 

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from holysavage
Friday, June 06, 2008 - 17:27

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thanks soooo much...it just helps to know that there are others who have felt like this at times...i know sometimes we all rant and rave abt the same things, but sometimes it helps to get it all out...am feeling a little better now...
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Tuesday, June 03, 2008 - 21:49

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So sad... how so many of us feel this way. I have written a lot on this subject, so I won't repeat myself. Instead, I will give you links to my articles that relate to your questions.

I haven't figured it out, and I don't, by any means, have a solid answer to offer. However, maybe it will comfort  you to know that others feel the same.

 

http://www.movingon.org/article.asp?sID=8&Cat=33&ID=4356

http://www.movingon.org/article.asp?sID=8&Cat=19&ID=4295

http://www.movingon.org/article.asp?sID=8&Cat=33&ID=4434

http://www.movingon.org/article.asp?sID=3&Cat=38&ID=4452
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