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MyConlusion: From Gabe

from Skanska - Wednesday, February 09, 2005
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A "former" member speaks out. Yeah, right! Either smoke less weed . . . or, stay in your group (TFI)!

Keep the Fight

From Gabe, second-generation former member.

I guess I should introduce myself. My name is Gabe, commonly known as Gabe, I am an X member of TF [The Family], why, and why am I giving a conclusion in my conclusion instead of in the moving on page, I’ll get to that also, sooner or later I think and hope.

I am an X because I have a problem with weed. Yep, that’s it folks, I do, and I guess that has stopped me from being up there with the rest of you. But I was in TF for many years living in Brazil.

I remember much in ‘86 when we lived in Curitiba with some people that nowadays are called “abusers” in TF. These so-called FGA [first-generation adult] abusers would from morning to night try to teach us as much as they could, even though we many did not have many means. They were frustrated at times and I am sure that they have made some mistakes, haven’t you made any?

Also I believe in TF in many ways and it does have the best system designed for the ones inside, not to isolate them but to protect their kids from the days we live in—they are dark, scary, full of demons roaming the roads of death looking, searching to see who he will grab next, who will he hurt and stab with a fatal stab that is the doubt of why are you in TF anyways.

I tell you guys, you SGAs [second generation adults], that are really doing the Lord’s work that is in Mark 16:15—cuz if you are you will prosper—I wish you the spiritual power you all need to reach out in to the heart of the lost ones out here in the generation that is your generation, the ones you were created to reach and that is your mission. I do it my way and you have your way to do it.

GBY all. Keep the fight.

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from Gabe_cw
Saturday, February 12, 2005 - 13:29

Average visitor agreement is 1 out of 5(Agree/Disagree?)

Hi there Ass Holes.....As I know you all r.

Yes it is true, I waS under de efect of HTC or is it THC... oh whatever..anyway, ya I do have a problem with WEED and I love it, but that does not mean that TF is bad because some of you had cute asses and got them fucked by some like you like to say frustrated people, some of you liked it so much that you became gay and get it in your anus every day, and enjoy it. Man now thats rude. OH poor u.

Lets all gather together and sing along. I was a COG but now Im an X but that does not mean I left my ass behind. Have a Smoke pufFFF PuFFF... Oh I love bongs by the way I have a huge collection of them, and make many to, + every time I make a new one it comes out better, U fucks out there that do not have anything better to do with life than sit your asses in that chair and spend your lifes regreting your time in TF (getting your anusses penetrated) even though u miss those good old days (let me have another Bong & Ill go on.....................................................ah feel better now to face your ugly faces) just get over it and live your lifes dudes, who gives a fuck about what happened in TF and who got fucked...or in some cases of extreme jealousy did not get fucked, forget it bros live life you only do that 1nce, no, I am having fun, even though an X but with pride. hope that this little note will inspire you and encourage all you to fuck on, I mean smoke on, oh fuck, I mean go on and Move on with your lifes. May the good old Cannabis be with you. Amen.
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From Bre
Saturday, February 12, 2005, 20:27

Gabe, come back more often; you might learn something. BTW, why is it that the comments to the posts on Myconclusion are always closed? Notice that ours are always open. We're not afraid of differing views here.(reply to this comment
From Gabe_cw
Sunday, February 13, 2005, 03:07

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Now thats not my fault, I know that they have the comments off but if they had it on you guys would probably "infect" the young ones minds. LoL. Well thats life I guess you and me cant always get what we want.

Guys I am sorry for what some of you went through in TF I really am and am sure that it hurts alot inside and the way TF treats us is not the best, as we r kind of casted out of out selfs and are considered "the bad guys" I know the feeling I have a mom to and brothers even though they never really looked at me as a member, but I also feal real alone, thought and was at the point of killing my self several times, in fact I did try it with a few diferent cars I had, got involved with all kind of fucked up shit, that nearly killed me, I did some fucked up stuff to. But I just want to live life even though I know I have no future here in this life who cares, TF does not so why should I. Have a good time, Im not gona waist my time here no longer. (reply to this comment

From Bre
Monday, February 14, 2005, 07:41

Gabe, just in case you decide to peek in on us, I just want to say how much I appreciated what you've said here. Your comments were sincere and I can see that you are really hurting inside. If you could clear your mind of the weed, you may be able to think clearly about what you're doing and what you've been through. Gabe, why should the truth infect anyone's mind? Why do TF protect people from hearing the truth. When I say truth, I'm not referring to someone's hate talk. I mean: "just the facts ma'am." The facts/truth only help to set people free. As some have said in other posts, the family may not have to be destroyed but the abusers must step down for anything to be resolved. If there are people in TF who love the Lord and His ministry, they could do wonders with TF and its established work to the poor and hurting. Gabe, you sound like you feel that your life is over. That's not true. Who has put that BS in your head? Please don't give up. Seek the Lord and ask Him to direct to those that can help. There are loving people outside TF...people who DO care.(reply to this comment
From neez
Sunday, February 13, 2005, 07:26

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So did mommy ask you to write that drivel on MyConclusion? Trying to score enough brownie points to get yourself back in the cult?

Your postings are obviously a cry for help. Pity you're too fucked up to realise that you're siding with the same people that most likely caused most of your problems in the first place.(reply to this comment

Saturday, February 12, 2005, 18:14


To paraphrase the sound-bite from Nicholas Cage in "Con Air":

"Put the bong back in the box!"(reply to this comment

Saturday, February 12, 2005, 17:32

Now that's more like it! This is the jazz they should post on Perfect statement Gabe.. maybe you should watch what you write. (reply to this comment
From neez
Saturday, February 12, 2005, 15:52

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lol.. I guess you're the cults 'posterboy' of a succesful ex, and we should all strive to have your positive attitude after leaving.

If the cult keeps using idiots like yourself as their defense. We don't have a thing to worry about.(reply to this comment

from CS
Thursday, February 10, 2005 - 08:15

This guy has gotta be a joke. It's a hoax on myconclusion. We should all write these types of "statements" and see if they publish them. Maybe someone can say that they loved to be in the Family but had to leave because they were mental. These dudes are guilty as charged.
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from Greensack
Thursday, February 10, 2005 - 08:13

Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5(Agree/Disagree?)
Oh yeah, oodles of mistakes man. I make them everyday. But as I go through my collected inverory of mistakes one in particular is notoriously absent. Let me see, which one, oh yes! Child abuse, yeah I haven't done that one thank goodness.
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From sweet 55
Sunday, February 13, 2005, 03:13

This thread is in The Trailer Park 
Thursday, February 10, 2005, 08:40

*inventory(reply to this comment
from thepersoniamnow
Thursday, February 10, 2005 - 08:05

Hahahahahaha, this fucker nearly damned cured me of my habit ----This guy is nearly making me fear nature
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from banal_commentator
Thursday, February 10, 2005 - 05:54


I think I know why hes come to this conclusion; marajuana has impaired his judgement.
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from Gothsmack
Thursday, February 10, 2005 - 05:09


Medically speaking, its not actually possible to "have a problem with weed". Pot and THC are non-addicting substances. Either you have problems with self-control, or you have problems with authority. Please don't tell me you have a problem with weed.
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From Greensack
Thursday, February 10, 2005, 08:25


Actually, it's very possible to become psycologically and physiologically addicted to the effects of THC's. The question is weather the positive effects outweigh the negative.

I think it's possible to indulge in the habit as long as it's taken in moderation. I say this from personal experience.

Whatever you choose to do, do it responsibly.

Happy 420.

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From i beg to differ
Thursday, February 10, 2005, 06:22


not being able to get addicted does not mean you can't have problems with weed....

i have seen people change completely under its effects so.....(reply to this comment

from JohnnieWalker
Wednesday, February 09, 2005 - 23:22


"They were frustrated at times and I am sure that they have made some mistakes, haven’t you made any?"

Is that why they had sexual contact with minors? To get rid of their frustrations?

Maybe you meant mean sexually frustrated?

Dude, put down the bong already and get real.
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