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Getting Real : Speak your peace
Davidito IS A FUCKING LOSER | from Davmicbal - Saturday, January 03, 2009
accessed 508 times I CAN'T BELIEVE THE SHIT COMING OUT OF BOTH FAMILY AND X-FAMILY MEMBERS!!
I myself am x-family and I do despise them very much yet like all lessons in life without that experience I wouldn't be who I am today
P.S. I will not use any punctuation see if you understand my shit I have been reading many articles of abuse and x-family members persecuting the family I myself do not like the family my time in the family was not all rainbows and sunshine yet if I had to relive my life I wouldn't change a thing
Like many other children brought up in the family I too was abused I was beaten pretty much every day for the stupidest reasons I would be beaten using many different implements such as Wooden handles Belts Whips Baseball bats punched kicked I remember having to go to the toilet after lights out and getting caught man did I get the crap beaten out of me Yet I have always lived by my 3 main beliefs 1 love people no matter what they do to you so I prayed for my beaters that they may see the errors of their ways 2 what doesn't kill you makes you stronger at least now i can take a beating if needed I know how to stop and stand up for what i think is wrong 3 hate is a never ending cycle fuck that shit
I wish you fucking x-family people would just stop blaming and hating people and things that happened to you all those years ago it must have been horrible for some of you I’m sure most of you might of had it worse than me I do remember having bleeding lashes on my legs ass and back usually in places that were not so obvious as to not lead people we use to witness to into thinking I was being mistreated Sure in the beginning all i wanted was revenge but what would that lead to I did beat the living day lights out of one of my former caretakers yet afterwards i felt no pleasure no happiness no sense of gladness that what was done to me was done to him
Davidito was a fucking fuck wit and it's people like him who i hate if you had so much abuse and harm done to you why would you want to do that to other people that's just the stupidest thing you could do what i learnt from all the abuse i had was that it's not fucking nice no matter what the reason so why become one of them and that's what davidito did he became one of the people he hated most nay he became worse he took a life and his own he couldn't just go on trying to be better than his abusers and living a new life with the knowledge that weird Self-righteous child abusers exist he could have been a witness and a better example than that instead he tried to be god and carry out his own justice I'LL SAY IT AGAIN DAVIDITO AND YOU PEOPLE WHO AGREE WITH HIS WAY OF THINKING ARE A BUNCH OF SELF INDULGENT PEOPLE WHO ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELFS SO YOU TRY TO BLAME ANYONE YOU CAN INSTEAD OF BEING A BETTER EXAMPLE I FUCKING PITY YOU PEOPLE
I know god exists i know everything happens for a reason and maybe if I didn't go through what i did as a child I would be like those fucking abusers and molesters but now I can set my own examples for my kids and for the people around me i show them that love is all you need if someone hits you or beats you beat them back with love if they still can't see the love you bring separate yourself from them don't blame them for your life your future is what you make it I read a letter Davidito sent to maria zerby or what every her real name was blaming her for his lack of education well i didn't have an education but i am still young so i did my best and fought to get one and get a job Davidito was still in his 20s and he FUCKING gave up WHAT A LOSER
even though i was abused i'm still glad that i was taught to have faith in Jesus i was taught many other things as well though the shepherds didn't follow their own teachings and that was to LOVE in fact they used LOVE as an excuse to abuse and molest children but I was able to take the true meaning of LOVE and the only way to LOVE is to Forgive not Necessarily forget but at least it can be a reminder not to act or end up like them
So if you feel you've been treated unjustly in the past keep in mind that now you have the power to treat people the way you should have been treated let god punish your enemies just make sure you don't become what you hate
LOVE LOVE LOVE ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE AND TO BE LOVED!!
DON'T LET THE ASSHOLES WHO POLUTE THE TRUE MEANING OF LOVE WIN FIGHT BACK BY SHOWING THE WORLD YOUR OWN MEANING OF LOVE THE WAY YOU WISH YOU WERE TREATED THE WAY WE SHOULD ALL TREAT EACH OTHER
JESUS HAD MANY ENEMY'S YET HE DIDN'T ASK GOD TO SMITE THEM DOWN HE ASKED GOD TO FORGIVE THEM AND THEN HE SAVED THEM FROM ETERNAL DAMNATION HE AROSE ON THE 3RD DAY WITH HEAVENLY POWERS HE COULD OF HUNTED DOWN HIS ENEMY'S AND KILLED THEM ALL BUT HE DIDN'T HE MADE SURE THAT HIS TORTURE WOULDN'T HAPPEN TO ANYONE ELSE HE DIED FOR US AND HIS ENEMY'S
THANK YOU JESUS
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Reader's comments on this article Add a new comment on this article |  from Phoenixkidd
Thursday, January 22, 2009 - 12:41
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Theonlythingthatyoudavhavebecomeisanidiotwhocan'tseemtoexpresshimselfwithoutaddingfuckandsh**ineveryotherwordandthefactthatyoucan'tpunctuatecorrectlygivesmegreatdispairinmysoulnottomentionthecontextofyourarticledon'tyouknowthatpeoplehandletraumaindifferentways?letthoseherehandleitinthewaytheywantwithoutfearofretaliationLorddeliverusfromsuchidiotsasyourself!!
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| from Weeder
Sunday, January 18, 2009 - 19:00
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" hate is a never ending cycle fuck that shit " "Davidito was a fucking fuck wit and it's people like him who i hate"
Dude, stop contradicting yourself!
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| from murasaki
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 - 06:08
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I don't particularly care to comment on the above disjointed tirade. As others have pointed out, it's either a dark joke or a serious cry for help.
I've only just had the opportunity to read Celeste, Kristina and Julie's book and was struck by how Ricky's death was a turning point in their lives, just as it was in mine. Of course, I do not in any way condone what Ricky did and it's painful to consider the depth of desperation he must have felt to do something so drastic. However, I think he would take comfort in the fact that so many others have found meaning in their lives from his death.
Rest in peace Ricky.
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| from Jailbird
Sunday, January 11, 2009 - 19:03
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What bogusness.
A few quotes:
What doesnt kill you makes you extremely sick.
The darkest hour is just before it goes completely black.
The meek shall not inherit the eart.
The first are never last unless there's a sorting error.
Many are called, but few are home.
etc. ....
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| from rainy
Friday, January 09, 2009 - 00:43
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Davmicbal, there are places to get help.
I don't know which country you're in, but please look up some helpline numbers online for your country. Life doesn't have to be like this.
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| from Randi
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 23:59
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Umm is this a joke? Must be. Funny but mostly terrible.
I do hate it though when people say "everything happens for a reason!" I think that is a pathetic way to make sense of what we cannot understand. There is no reason for abuse. If there is a God, I think "It" would have nothing to do with anything horrendous like that. All you can do is attempt to rationalize what took place.
"What doesnt kill you makes you stronger" also not a favourite of mine. It sort of says that abuse, beatings and all the above you mentioned is kind of good for your character. It beats a soul down and strips one of self value. It might make you numb to pain but not stronger!!
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| | | | | | | from shikaka
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 20:43
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Im thinking that Jesus, as the result of an immaculate conception, wouldn't have had any Y chromosomes. You need to get hip to the idea that Jesus was either a Tranny with a capital T, or Mary was a whore. Happy new year.
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| | | | | | | from colden
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 15:38
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Congradulations! seems you have united every one in their distaste for your special brand of self help and without the aid of punctuation too. You must be verry proud. The propper verb tense is "was", as in "Davidito was a fucking looser". Or are we having trouble letting go? ;P
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| from Baxter
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 14:29
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...................................................... (catches breath) ................ (pants) .................... AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHSAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ...............(huff!) .........whoah! .............. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ............... (pants some more) ......HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH............. HA!!!!
I'm sure this is a joke!!! No one on Planet Earth could write anything so absurd without a sense of irony!! THERE IS METHOD IN THIS MADNESS!!!! You really can't take this one seriously! I know one of you wise asses thought this would be a good laugh!! K'mon, fess up!! who was it? Seriously, I just laughed myself into a stupour reading it. It's one of the funniest things I've read in a long while. I mean are we really to believe someone as angry as this dude, really believes that a) he loves everyone no matter what, praying for his tormentors and b) hate is an endless cycle to be avoided (then goes on to express his hatred)? A guy with that much pure vitriol is a pacifist? The guy professes values he can't manifest, or indeed demonstrate an understanding of; if genuine, this is the most frightening example of self-perpetuating brain-washing ... LIKE EVER!!!! if this isn't a joke, then this is the most f__ked head in the history of this site. I mean, wow! Then to combine with the complete absence of grammar. How do you do that, man?
Maybe we do spend too much time dwelling on the pain of yesterday (JESUS CHRIST!! Ever heard repressed anger!?? Not till today, you haven't!) The thing that makes me the most suspicious is the 'THANK YOU JESUS' at the end. I mean, the comic value alone.....
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| from Samuel
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 14:10
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I betcha Jesus would have used punctuation!
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| from exfamily
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 14:02
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And fuck your Jesus as well.
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| from exfamily
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 14:01
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You stupid shitfaced cunt, learn fucking grammar!
Oh, and the content of your post was shit as well. Go fuck yourself.
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| from cheeks
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 13:43
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I think your article shows that you have not actually absorbed any of the lessons you are exhorting us on. Your attitude certainly is not Christian. You don't have the right to come here and tell us what we think. You have not read enough articles or spoken to enough people on this site, to blankly conclude that we all feel a certain way.
I am not going to discuss Ricky with you. My life in the Family sucked. There were some bright spots, but there were mostly dark ones. The Bible says we are to make the ones who took care of us accountable for their actions. Heb 13:17 Obey them that have the rule over you, and submit yourselves: for they watch for your souls, as they that must give account, that they may do it with joy, and not with grief: for that is unprofitable for you. It is time for the Family to give an account.
Jesus himself drove the money changers out of the temple with a whip.
We have jobs, we have families, we have lives. We are productive members of society, we have overcome enormous obstacles to get where we are. We deserved the right to demand answers from the Family. We have earned that right from every lick of the paddle and every minute of silence restriction that we endured as children.
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| from cassy
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - 11:54
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You're forgetting one thing in your little rant against Ricky: 'Judge not that ye be not judged'...
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