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I'm Kinda Sad

from Moshu - Saturday, August 06, 2005
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An annoying poem that doesn’t rhyme



I'm kinda sad cause I realize that I'm just not that fucking special

I'm kinda sad cause now my life is real but it's just not that intriguing

I'm kinda sad cause I was fucked up and now I'm just normal

I'm kinda sad cause I'm just doing okay and not really suffering

I'm kinda sad cause I want to write a memoir but it would really suck

I'm kinda sad cause I ran away and now who gives a fuck

I'm kinda sad cause I'm kinda sad and that's just really sad

I'm kinda sad cause I'm not going off the deep end

I'm kinda sad cause The Family can't use me as a "Traumatic Testimony"

I'm kinda sad cause I really wanted to write miserable poetry

I'm kinda sad cause most of the time my happy little ass is err happy

I'm kinda sad cause I'm not a tortured soul

I'm kinda sad cause I like Starbucks and I actually like the coffee

I'm kinda sad cause all I really think about is getting laid but hot guys

I'm kinda sad cause a breast reduction is at the top of my "TO-DO" list

I'm kinda sad that I'm kinda glad that that my new life is normal

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from john annonymous
Sunday, August 14, 2005 - 15:04

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this is alright.very unpretentious.i dont like most so called poetry but this this i wouldnt call it it great but its real.
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from mia1
Friday, August 12, 2005 - 15:37

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i liked ur poem... :)

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from JP2G
Thursday, August 11, 2005 - 16:27

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I thought your poem ( although it did not ryme ), had me reading it for the second time. It had some truths, that I'm sure not everyone will apreciate. Only one thing I would like to ask, would you please define normality?


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From Moshu
Friday, August 12, 2005, 10:53

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Normal is the way I am feeling right now...normality is defined differently for each individual ....while I may not (currently) be a genius/celebrity/artist/musician etc. etc. ...I am also not in a abusive cult...so now I am in that middle ground of neither very high or very low. Maybe it's like a manic on their meds. (reply to this comment

from GoldenMic
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 - 12:03

Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5(Agree/Disagree?)
I gotta' say, I actually found your poem very moving. I guess because it sounds like I feel. It seemed to me that your poem was designed to indicate a self-revelation process; starting with the "sadness" and pointlessness of the system that was prophecied by our cult masters, which DID actually insinuate itself into our lives for a time after leaving, but that the loss of "special" status, with all its subtle oppression and deprivation, is eventually replaced by a less dramatic, but ultimately far more satisfying, appreciation for the gentle joys of living. OK, maybe I read too much into your words, and maybe they were meant to be more flippant, but they hit me deeply, and I thank you.
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From Moshu
Thursday, August 11, 2005, 12:06

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What do you know--- a compliment I don't think I know how do handle that---gush! Gush! People always hate what I say but I just find it amusing that they take it so personally when my thoughts have to do with my experiences and therefore my life not theirs. I hate the fact that I wake up in the middle of night with "deep thoughts" (I can't even say that with a straight face) you'd think I'd just want to have a good time. So I've picked my daisy's and flirted shamelessly with you when all I really want to say is Thank you for understanding what I was trying to say---even if I was just talking about myself if you find you can relate ---go ahead and take the relation Sugar! ---Ahhh I couldn’t resist this may be my last good “reaction” Pun intended.(reply to this comment
from
Monday, August 08, 2005 - 16:16

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I'm kinda sad cause I just read that and now I have a head-ache.
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From Moshu
Thursday, August 11, 2005, 11:38

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I don't like other people's poetry either (usually) but I still love to write my own---no matter how misarable it is.(reply to this comment

from ..........
Monday, August 08, 2005 - 07:37

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You're sad because you're happy? You would rather be fucked up and going off the deep end? You seem to be a bit is puzzled with life. I hope you find a way out of this "sadness" of yours.

Geesh!
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From Moshu
Thursday, August 11, 2005, 11:36

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I guess you've never felt the need to hold on to your demons becuase "their the only friends" you allow yourself to have----And then you realize that you're just feeling sorry for yourself and you can have a life even if it is normal so you then you choose reality or indulgence---hey I'm a woman and enjoyed my long suffering (up to a point) but now I need---- ahhhh----Well that is another story(reply to this comment

from Taunter
Sunday, August 07, 2005 - 05:30

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If your new life is normal, well, than good for you.
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From Moshu
Thursday, August 11, 2005, 11:52

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Okay... it took me about 10 years to be what is so called "normal" but this er poem isn't about trivializing other people's pain (lives) it's just the way I feel about me. (reply to this comment

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