from Sad - Friday, February 25, 2005
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Court Case in two days
I would like to thank those on movingon who have demonstrated good faith and been supportive toward my cause.
It is unfortunate that even though I have produced clean drug certificates, been assessed as having no psychological problems and been completely honest in all aspects of my situation, it is most likely not going to be enough. My wife and her ‘precious Family’ have complete control over my sweet, sweet little children, and choose to continue the path of deception as per their policies and style.
My honesty, ceasing from ‘puffing the magic dragon’, and acts of love have been counteracted with lies, persecution, slander and abuse from the Family.
The situation with Ricky has worked against me, as the Family ‘word’, of course, blames apostates like me, further estranging my wife from me and further bonding her with the Family.
As long as my wife, whom surprisingly I can’t stop loving, believes Karen Zerby is the right hand of Jesus and maintains her right to “quote Jesus” there is no way out.
Unlike most of you I must continue to be controlled by the Family, against my wishes, and will probably be given a small proportion of my children’s time for the ongoing years of my life.
It is very depressing and I am so tired, weary and distraught. I had great ambitions for my children and my heart is broken by the injustices of the situation.
My only chance lays in the Magistrate actually acknowledging the well presented case against the Family I have documented (including Justice Wards findings stating Ricky had suicidal tendencies when 12 ) but really what can you do when honesty is counteracted by lies and the twisting of the truth.. I have never been so lonely and sad in my whole life.
To the Family I say shame on you. If you are so sure of your self righteousness and Godliness why could you not fight me fairly?
Please, no-one attack my right to believe in Jesus in my own way. Without him I would not have been able to survive the evil of this situation.
The Family took my land, assets, money and life security from me and now it looks like they have my children as well. Congratulations Family. Commiserations Jesus and the Truth.
For those of you who believe in love and justice please pray for me.