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My Abusers

from Genty - Thursday, October 24, 2002
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I was 12 years old and living in Mexico...

That was where almost all of the abuse took place for me. Sexual abuse that is. The mental and physical abuse never stopped. There were bunches of "uncles" that just couldn't wait to get their hands on the little 12 year old girls from the States. We went down there for the "YAFM" (Youth Area Fellowship Meeting) and before we even got there (you know, poor, travelling in vans, blah blah blah) the abuse began. That was just the beginning, from there on it was downhill. I remember once we had a dress up night and every one in the home had to go see Madame M and get told who your sexual partner was for the night. Of course I ended up with the the big fat ugly creepy Mexican guy. At least they respected me enough when I cried my eyes out to not make me do it. Instead I ended up with the shepherd of the home and his daughter in the same bed. 12 freakin' years old. If there's anyone that I would like to bring to light to face the wrongs they've done it would be those shepherds in Mexico. They were the worst of all for me. I'm definitely scarred for life.

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from Nan
Monday, December 09, 2002 - 20:43

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For me, the most precious thing the Family stole from me was innocense. The innocense of my childhood was replaced with postering, silence restriction, beatings and sexual molestation.

I wonder where the animalistic instinct to protect ones offspring went in all our parents. When I look at my son and his purity and innocense, how he's amazed at the site of the lights on our Christmas tree and joy of his stuffed bear, I feel that instinct to protect him with my life. I feel the rage inside me when I imagine what he would be exposed to in the horror that is the Family. I hold back the tears to think how much would be taken from him, the holidays, the joy of childhood and the love a security every child needs and deserves. I remember all my innocent siblings went through. I think of all I endured. I compare it to the disgusting trash the Family teaches its children, the sickening Loving Jesus perversion. I makes me wonder how better the world would have been if David Berg had never been born. How many children's lives has he and his evil cult ruined? When will it ever stop? And what twisted logic is it that this cult still exists and their are sick people out there who defend it!!! One day someone should have to answer for all these stolen childhoods.
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from cdd
Tuesday, October 29, 2002 - 05:11

Mexico was the worst, thanks to seek and secunos. the Chapala (Guad) combo was rampit with that shit. Know the feeling. Full of child abusers, they thought nothing of cornnering a child in broad daylight to satisfy thier own perverted sex drive.
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From Snuzzles
Saturday, November 30, 2002, 18:15

I was in that mexico combo home of seeks and secunos also:( I was 11 at the time it was right after the whole serchers episode in the USA and that teen camp they held in mexico also it was the last time I saw my parents, the time i got on the plane I was 10 yrs old and flown to mexico to attend the camp that Faithy and gary set up for the youth. I havent lived with my parants since they gave me away:( If anyone knows me I went by the name of Robin , mercy, dawn, email me to this comment
From Debzi
Saturday, May 17, 2003, 12:42

I also lived with Seek and Secundus. God what fucking creeps! I lived with them in Chapala, Secundus asked me to share with him (I was only 15) and I said no and cryed my eyes out, and because I refused they sent me to the babes ranch where Seeks brother humiliated me publicly,screamed at me and abused me, he gave me as a sex slave to his favorite new disciple Aron (a filthy pimpley mexican creep) I was tortured for  3 months in that place, until my Dad came from Costa Rica and took me home, I think that was the best day in my life!(reply to this comment
from Monk
Friday, October 25, 2002 - 08:58

Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5Average visitor agreement is 5 out of 5(Agree/Disagree?)
Genty, I'd vouch any day for how strong a person I believe you are. You've always impressed me with that, I had no idea, its amazing the kind of scars people in "The Family" have without even realising. I hope we get a chance to bring retribution to as many "Family" sickos & contributing parties as our lifetimes will allow. Alot of people need closure, I feel.
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From Genty
Friday, October 25, 2002, 14:49

Do you know me? From where? (reply to this comment
from anonymous
Thursday, October 24, 2002 - 21:30

I'm another card-carrying member of the scarred for life club. I was molested in Chile at age 7. The "brother" who put me and my sibling to sleep while the women in the house were out FFing got in bed with us. Later I was raped in Argentina where I was sexually abused for years until Liberty and Stumblingblock came out when I was 14. When I got Pelvic Inflammatory Disease caused by the abuse, I was denied medical care until I was at death's door. Instead, I was told I was posessed by Oplexicon and being rebellious, so a home shepherd read letters to me and I was forced to eat when all I could handle was ice water. I could not stand up straight, i was doubled over from the pain. I suffered severe, irreversible physical consequences. TF was truly a multinational of paedophilia, purveyors of misery.
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From SaraMarie
Monday, December 09, 2002, 19:50

what can i say exept your story brought tears to my eyes. what in the hell were our parents thinking when they thought we were "privileged" to grow up this way? How could anyone ignore a childs pain that way? i cry for all the abuse in the world, but becuase the Family thjought they were "doing it for god" it makes it a million times worse peole who hid their perverse actions behind "MO letters" are still to blame for the shit they put children through. I personally sufferd no abuse so i wont say i know how u feel. but i will say that i wish as much as you do that the perpertrators get caught and dealt with. I'd like to see how they handle being abused in prison cells. (reply to this comment
From Hi anonymous
Tuesday, October 29, 2002, 07:37

I was also molested in Chile, a few times actually. Maybe it was by the same person. Later during the Argentina persecution we were told to tell the sheperds if we had ever been abused or anything of the sort. I remember telling my JETT sheperd about those 3 incidents. He told me that that wasn't abuse as I hadn't really been hurt by it. He then went on to explain that abuse was something far more serious blah, blah etc. He told me that I should never tell the authorities the stories I had just told him as they would misinterpret them & it would "hinder the Lord's work".(reply to this comment
From %^J@#)@
Saturday, October 26, 2002, 00:00

anonymous, I believe I read about you somewhere. When you finally got to the hospital thats when the dr.s said something about the abuse. that would be horriblie to go through, it hurts to hear that happened. I wish for minor revenge I could list all the adults that I remember praying in devotions for there fucking STDs!!! I remember this one auntie when I was 7 asking for prayer during devotions for her "vagina warts". You can imagine what kind of thoughts that went throught my head. What a stupid lady.(reply to this comment
From EyesWideShut
Saturday, October 26, 2002, 00:26


Ahem. Not funny actually. I had sex with an FGA, only to discover the very next day that they had an outbreak of herpes and never told me they were infected.(reply to this comment
from Auty
Thursday, October 24, 2002 - 17:21

Welcome to the "Scared for Life" club! If it makes you feel any better, this happened in Japan too! And I'm sure in every country where TF was.
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