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Born and raised in TF in Brazil. I've been out of TF since 2001 and am currently in college. Like many here I believe leaving TF was the best decision I made and I have never been happier.
It's hard to deal with the life I lived so I'm focused on building a new one. TF still haunts me and I still have no clue what I believe in or what to make of what I went through. Haven't told any of the new people in my life about my past as I have not yet come to terms with it in my heart.
Still have a mom in TF as well so it's hard to really delve into my feelings about the subject as I want to remain positive for her sake.
When I think about what I lived through, believed in, the people I trusted, and above all, the friends I left behind who still believe in TF and are giving their lives to a cause they believe in but that will be a disappointment to them in the end, my soul aches. So many of them have told me that they won't leave because they don't know what else to do... I can only pray for each one, that they will find a new path, a path that doesn't involve guilt trips or manipulation, a path that will make them truly happy... That's all, for now.
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