Besmirch Me

from Christian - Tuesday, May 18, 2004
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(A little poem I wrote. Tell me what you think.)

You’ve started again with your endless barrage.

All your disappointments in me everything I’ve done all your fears.

I’ve being trying to fight back the tears.

Everything I’ve done and everything I haven’t all weighing on me like a burden the burden further increased by your words.

Have to make sense of them all and change.

A constant helpless victim of your uncontrollable, unpredictable rage.

So besmirch me, rape my intellect, rape my feelings, rape my emotions, rape my inner being.

I still love you for so many reasons that you just aren’t seeing.

So besmirch me, besmirch me my love; smear my loyalty, drag me through the mud.

Take me for a spin, tear me apart, despise me and hate me all the while thinking you can win.

But what you don’t see is this is no fight, it’s not important whose right.

So continue your incessant barrage till I have nothing left to give, till I’ve had enough and finally give up.

I feed off your love, your hate and your smut.

It gives me fuel to stay alive and continue to try.

I’ve been sufficiently besmirched and there’s nowhere to run.

So continue until you’ve finished because in the end you’ll know in your heart.

I have always and will always be your only one.