What's in a Friend?

from LeBrat76 - Saturday, February 01, 2003
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Confusion

Why does it bother me?
Does it really bother me?
What is it that I really feel?
Transference
You're not my shrink
I think you're playing in my mind
What's my deal with honesty,
Is it co-dependency?
Or am I just afraid
Of what I could have said?
Fuck my insecurities,
Why can't I get over these?
'Cause then you'd hear,
What I should have said.
I don't need you--you're nothing
But that's not true
Fuck you!
You didnt' hurt me--yet.
But it disturbs me
What the fuck is wrong in my head?
Too much to comprehend
Needing, but I don't understand why
I want to run away from you,
And take you with me
Attached?--that makes me uncomfartable
I want you to be happy
Your happiness may bring me tears
So I have the sudden urge
To pull away
Don't want your reasurance
To be redundant
But I can't help it
Patience--do you really have enough
For me?