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Getting Real : Faith No More
Faith no more | from hehehe - Tuesday, July 01, 2003 accessed 1529 times A young FGA, joined when I was 17, left 12 years ago, "backslider" condemned, confused, then happy, having a life, now very depressed and lonely, no goals, being betrayed, unloving people, thought of commiting suicide many times.........no hope, no love, no future. Heaven is too far away, too spiritual, only human, can't comprehend, not sure if Heaven is for happiness, nothing.....left, me pessimistic? I have thought of committing suicide.........already dead if I did not try to be optimistic.........still meaningless, life goes on and on.......a SGA jumped off from a building few years ago in this country......... |
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Reader's comments on this article Add a new comment on this article | from FalseProphet Wednesday, November 22, 2006 - 10:40 (Agree/Disagree?) You poor child, you still think that there really is a heaven. That there is some sort of a God out there watching/watching out for you? Hahaha. Do it I dare you kill yourself. You foolish little child there is nothing there past that great beyond. no all loving God waiting there for you with open arms. no Devil to take you away to hell if you have been bad. There is nothing? Well there is only one way to find out. So if you still don't have the ball's to do the "big bad dirty sucide" then stop crying to this so called God of yours. Come to me and I'll show you true power. (reply to this comment)
| | | | | | | From FalseProphet Wednesday, November 22, 2006, 18:23 (Agree/Disagree?) Read a little closer darling note my comment, "There is nothing? Well there is only one way to find out." Oh and i'm sorry Dissonant It does cost three easy installments of $19.95 (but your in luck, there will be no shipping and handling fee) hehe. And no I haven't Died yet... I was just hoping she/he would for me then in some way or other inform me of what is past the "great beyond". But seriously though Suicidal person whoever you wish you were. You know your life is not the only one that is a piece of shit. But miraculously somehow me and many others somehow seem to deal with it. Did you really think that anyone thought that you were actually going to slit your wrists. I'd like to think that they all think that you are a Fucking Moran. So do us all a favor and get the fuck over it cry baby. You want to talk about a Fucked up life in the "Family of God". Try to fucking grow up as the grandson of the fucking psycho who started the God damn Family. With a religious fanatic for a father who thought that beating the shit out of you was a great way to discipline you. Oh and then on top of that I'm gay. So I'm sure you know how gay people are viewed in the family.... And that's barely any of the shit that I had to deal with growing up in the Family. So don't even think for a second that you had it bad you stupid, stupid little boy/girl. But do you want to know a little secret I have never attempted suicide. Why, because that's just the easy way out, they win in some sort of fucked up way. So if you still feel so pathetic and weak, fine just don't get your blood on my carpet. (reply to this comment) |
| | from Landon Friday, July 30, 2004 - 11:58 (Agree/Disagree?) always hope Press ON!!! RLS66@hotmail.com (reply to this comment)
| from Jovi Wednesday, July 02, 2003 - 23:06 (Agree/Disagree?) Your thoughts or the way you feel;''ARE'' they aren't good or bad they ''ARE'' they are part of your beautiful self, now what you do about them it's something else and it's up to you.simbolize them, express them, say how you feel!!it's one of the ways to feel better! (reply to this comment)
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