The Family - Children of God Survey

from dmask11 - Wednesday, March 05, 2008
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How how the majority of people feel about the way they grew up! Take this survey:
http://thefamily-childrenofgod-survey.com

The group refers to anyone out of its "circle", group, cult, family as "system" or "systemites". Are you serious? These hippies are not 18 anymore and don't have the excuse of being ignorant or young. All fanatical groups make themselves "special" and removed from the "rest" of society. Society is the world and YOU are part of it. To think you are anything else is arrogant and childish.

Parents in the group say how even though their "calling", "work", "their God" is very important in their life, that they spend a good part of their time for their kids and even at times have helped them "physically" or materially, as if this were something they should be given special merit or credit for. Are you kidding me? That should be a given! That's what parent do. That's what real parents do without question! Without feeling they are doing something special or extra generous. I'm not talking about caring for us as adults, but as children, that should be their priority since it was their decision to have so many kids. Giving your kids what they need materially is not something you should be given extra praise for. It should be done without question!

I'm sure some parents now regret that they let their kids go off to teen camps at such a young age. However, staying with you parents would have been just as bad or worse. You live a cultish life. You want to know what it was like growing up like we did? We hated it. We wanted friends, we wanted to learn and study. We would teach ourselves things, make up math problems, invent things, create things all because we had such a great desire to learn. It makes me cry when I think about children who wanted to grow and learn- being made to live in a world of jesus freaks who think they are here to "save the world" and that the world is gonna end and all that crazy doomsday fear and damnation bs. You have half of the kids growing up in this cult believing all this crap. We who have seen your deception, hate this more than anything.

While I agree that after a certain age kids become adults and should fend for themselves, you never gave us the tools. You may say, take some resposibility. That's right, how about these grown adults and parents take responsibility for their actions and the lives of those they were entrusted to care for. Whoever thinks this is ingnorant and has not taken responsibility and assertiveness to place responsibility where it belongs or are still under the influence of their brainwashed upbringing.

Maybe you're one of the younger kids who doesn't believe any of this abuse happened. Do you want to know what our memory as a children was? Having to get up early and going on dirty city busses or on the street giving out literature about damnation, hell and heaven and things we didn't understand, begging for money. Going out with crazy adults who made us walk for hours, the whole damn day, door to door giving out you pathetic message and getting yelled at and chased by security. Being hungry all day and wanting just to go home and be a kid. Having to sing on the street with military going around threatening to grab us if we didn't move- literally peeing our pants with fear. Seeing kids go to school and wondering why we weren't allowed to go to school and have stability. The times we do remember being sent to a school we were always so embarrassed because we were so behind and couldn't even keep up with he class. Then being uprooted, always moving as soon as things were comfortable in some way, cause god forbid we should ever be comfortable or stable. Never feeling secure or understanding why we had to preach to other people except that we did because we were told. Fear of god punishing us for not being willing and excited and ready to "win souls". Eating raw hotdogs with mustard because we were always so broke. Being made to memorize and memorize and memorize the bible and writings from a drunk pervert which we didn't even understand- and may I add, who wasn't even original. What a fucking looser nutcase. Talk about a buch of dumb sheep who followed him. People who have no backbone and can't even stand up for themselves and think for themselves.

Feeling hungry and eating bread and cheese. Living in a dirty old van with no windows and freezing at night. Being made to sing to people and beg for money. Believing the world was bad and out to get us. Getting beaten and spanked by insecure adults who liked touching kids. knowing other kids who's dads played with their penises and not knowing what to think. Seeing little girl friends our age crying because their moms made them sleep and fondle men who wanted little girls- fucking pervs. Watching orgies and crazy naked adults and thinking it was normal. Being spanked in front of other kids with our pants down for not praying and raising our hands to praise god at 7am. Being made to pray on our knees for god to kill "our enemies" the "systemites" for 5 hours at a time in these special fellowships called NAFs. Having to take care of children day in and day out always thinking to ourselves when will this ever end! Always crying and hurt inside. We just wanted to be kids You made all of us growing up when we were kids ourselves, take care of YOUR children. And YOU don't see anything wrong with that. They are YOUR kids, you decided to have them. Take care of them for christs sake! If you want to know the sole reason why most of us wanted to leave at 13 to teen camps and were so anxious to get away? It was having to take care of kids all day and all night. If we didn't take care of kids we had to go on the street and pass out your bs literature and "win souls". What fucking loosers you all are!!!

It's interesting how parents in the group believe that we wouldn't be who we are today because they protected us from the "system education and influence". They couldn't be further from the truth. The world is our home and everything in it. Everything worth anything, we have learned from the world and the place they call the "system". Our core and our being have always been the same since we were born and it's certainly no credit to the way we grew up as children. We are 100 times stronger and more intelligent and more assertive than they can ever dream to be. Grow up. Thos of you who defend this sick group- get a life!

I'm not excusing kids that have left and gotten into drugs or made big mistakes and have problems. But I blame you the parents for the lack of foundation you have given us and for not giving us the tools. The fact that all we did growing up was take care of the younger siblings and make money singing, begging and selling since we were born for you. That's your job. Sure, lots of people have it worse. However, that doesn't make it right or acceptable- especially since you as an adult are supposed to know better.

They keep thinking our high school diploma is what we're all twisted about when it comes to education. Its about a way of life. Most of us took our GED when we left. Who cares. No, it doesn't make you a better person. It's about growing up feeling safe, and cared for and mingling with others our age in the classroom of the world, going to school. Socializing in other ways other than socializing to get money or to make friends who will help the group financially. People in your cult, group, family, whatever you call it, don't have any real friends outside the group unless they have something to give them. You don't have friends who are just friends whom you don't expect anything from. Don't you see the selfish you are- and the irony of this kind of existence? Don't you see anything wrong with this? Of course you don't which is why the only people you target are "rich" people you feel will be able to help "gods work". Your nothing but con artists, looser hippies who couln't make it in the real world.

Making money to live and survive at 5 years of age is not what children should be doing- at any age. Here is a thought. Think about a child going out to buy some shoes when he was 12 and all he could think about was how guilty and selfish he was for needing these shoes and how you were making a huge sacrifice to get them for him. That he was making you go without. Think about that as a parent! How selfish you are.

You guys live in a bubble of your "truth" and your own twisted faith and if that helps you sleep at night then ok. That's your addiction- Your religion is your drug of choice. Everyone is selling something and you sell your faith and this gives you the assurance that you have your place cut out in the next life. I supposed this ignorance is bliss! However, do you want to be an apostle and a disciple like you claim you want to be? A missionary giving everything up to preach the gospel? Well, then read your bible- a disciple leaves everything, including his family to live this lifestyle. He doesn't drag his family around begging and abusing his kids by not looking out for them. Negligence is just as bad as having done these things yourself. I know parents who made their little 11 year old girls have sex with grown men. You tell me this is made up- I tell you to fuck yourself you looser second or third or whatever generation kids!!! I hope one day you'll have the backbone to stand up for yourself since you need this group to help you survive and give you purpose. Talk about a whack job on your brain.

You may think we're bitter and that it will ruin our lives. Well, bitterness is not our style and it sure doesn't become us. We're angry, yes, We're saddened. We're disappointed. We wish we had the understanding we do now when we were teenagers. But bitter, NO! We simply don't care since it is the past now. But what does bother us is we am reminded of it everytime we speak to our siblings or we see problems that could have been avoided had we not grown up in a fanatical religious group and how it really does mess up your pshyci- not that we expect you to understand this you simple minded losers!

Most of us haven't ever taken steps to fight the family/COG and not due to lack of desire but simply, we just wouldn't waste our time and waste more of our lives on this pathetic cult that has mentally and emotionally ruined so many kids. You decided as an adult to join and be a part and make this your life. We never had a choice. We never had a safe place to go if we wanted to leave. The child abuse is one thing and that can almost be forgiven. What is ten times worse is the fear and mental oppression you systematically opressed us with.


You claim you have the "Truth". How arrogant is that! There is no one truth, only interpretations and what is "true" to oneself. The "real God"? That's YOUR interpretation! How can you claim anything is true or real or better. Like all others before you, you are one in millions of other fanatics of other faiths and beliefs who think they have the truth.

Simple minded has nothing to do with academic knowledge, it has to do with lack of independent thought and lack of being able to make up your own mind about belief and "truth". Just blind faith of what you read or are told by your superiors (what you call leaders or prophets) and the books that were compiled by a bunch of jewish fanatics called the bible. You guys are no different than any other cult/church out there who claims they have the truth. Faith can be a good thing but it's also an excuse for the feeble minded. Fort those who want a quick fix to life and an assurance of the next. You don't need academic knowledge to have common sense.