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Getting Out : Generations
word to a freak parent who's too big of a brain-washed coward to respond to my inquiries | from exotik tom-boy - Friday, January 24, 2003
accessed 2395 times I'm fully aware that you are under the mental influence of your faith! Hey,
I'm fully aware that you are under the mental influence of your faith! But as a mother, you suck!!!!!!! Ever since I was fortunate to make a clean get away from my abusive past, you've proven to me that you are 100% un-reliable as a mother, and I hate you for it! You say you love me, but you've never proven to me that you do! Actions speak louder than words; and you sure haven't taken any steps to rectify your past!
You don't even have the balls to answer my last e-mail, in which I questioned yours, and the family's motives! Not to mention that dad is a neglectful father......he never replies to my e-mails, and he was also not thoughtful enough to send me an e-mail upon his return to Europe after his last visit here to the U.S., to let me know he'd arrived safely. Then again, I was the result of an erroneous marital affair when his first wife was 4 months pregnant, so I aint surprised by his neglect as a father! Not to mention that he has never bothered to establish a decent relationship with my elder (by 4 months) half sister!
What? do you guys think you can pop in and out of my life on 'god's' time plan? As much as this hurts me to say this to you, I don't want to talk to you, neither do I want to get e-mails from you until you and your clan of perverts are able to reply to the valid questions I ask of you!
Tell karen zerby that her vandari prophecy is bullshit! Only white trash, un-educated fools, are stupid enough to subscribe to it, and I'm neither of the two!
Even Zerby's eldest son is out, yup, that's a great reflection on the blind cunts (A.K.A Zerby's; a nick name I've given her because I'm sure her blindness is a result of S.T.D.'s) rearing skills! We second generation kids are not afraid of your lame attempt to control us, and we are getting to the point were we WILL use our resources (educational and professional) to defend ourselves from your lies!!!!!!!
For the most part, we second generation kids are educated (not to mention by some of the worlds most renowned institutions), and education brings a wonderful element to our lives: knowledge! In the sense that we now know how to determine good vs. evil.......you guys are, and always have been evil!!!!!!!
The only two good things you have brought to my life are my brothers! But, my eldest brother faced a shitload of abuse from you, when the blind cunt (A.K.A. Zerby) decided to relocate our sperm donator (flesh father) to a different continent. I remember the way you used to bang your tea cup into his forehead if the tea wasn't made to your 'princess' standards!
I don't like advertising our family issues over the web, but I do so for two reasons: first and foremost because I have always stuck my neck out for the under-dogs. Secondly, because you and your clan of perverts are too caught up in sexual orgies and illicit 'prophecies' to write to your own children! Then again, I forgot.........you pray for us, so that is your automatic licence to do wrong?
Oh, wait, I forgot to say.........Vandari can kiss my ass! Anyone who is stupid enough to subscribe to the BULLSHIT theory of praying against their former loved ones, is OBVIOUSLY so deluded, that they should be placed in the same boat as the scum bag David Koresh and his band of loonies.
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Reader's comments on this article Add a new comment on this article |  from mia1
Sunday, July 03, 2005 - 20:58
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if you hate ur parents so much why do you care if they write u or not. I think it hurts to much to face the truth. Ur 28 yrs old and u still have issues with ur parents, maybe u still care for them? Sometimes I hate my parents with every fiber of my being only to see them again and it tears me apart. They aren't in TF anymore but it doesn't change a thing. They are the same delusional people that they ever were. I don't matter to them my kids don't matter to them. I come over and its a great visit, but when I leave I know they forget me the seconed I walk out the door. I had my kids alone got married alone, no family. although they could have been there they weren't and it hurts. because for years I really believed in what they taught me and I believed that giving my life for the family was the best thing, what they wanted. Only to end up alone. At least I have my kids and husband now. I wish u the best, I don't want this to come out as some sort of critisism. I feel for u. maybe it's not the same situation, but sometimes I wish I could get through to my parents and I know I can't. They will never understand or see what they have done to us they have lived in denial for so long that it would take and act of God for them to realize the truth of their actions, that is if you even believe in God, I certainly don't. U know the worst thing is they live ten minutes away and it might as well be hundreds of miles, because when it comes down to it I'm still alone.
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| | | | | | | from cool8pack
Sunday, January 23, 2005 - 07:06
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who are your parents? meaning their names...name and shame!
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| from Jbt
Monday, August 18, 2003 - 22:42
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Why did you leave girl, why did you?? so much suffering you had in your heart, Hope it's all gone!
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| from pharmaboy..
Tuesday, January 28, 2003 - 02:46
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I'm thinking of writing a suicide FAQ, I think it would be useful in helping some of us end our pathetic exsistance painlessly and efficiently. I personally am the result of a mistake and suicide would simply be fixing a problem too long ignored. If anyone has any useful tips fot this faq please write me and I'll include them.
Stop illuding yourself life is wonderfull, it's not, end it and do the world a favor.
Euthenasia is the best thing since sliced bread.
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| | | | from Pumpkin
Saturday, January 25, 2003 - 13:29
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I'm sorry for what you've had to go through! Parents are suppose to be there for their kids, take care of them, and protect them. But when parents are actually the ones abusing you and allowing other's to abuse you, it's a horrible tragedy! I know because I've had pretty much the same experience as you and I know many others that are going through the same thing. You aren't alone!
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|  From exotik tom-boy
Saturday, January 25, 2003, 18:00
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Please don't feel sorry for me! I hate it when people feel sorry for me! I'm very proud of the person I've become ALL on my own.--with ZERO parental support! Mom and Dad have always been too caught up with the leadership roles in the cog/family, to pay any attention to their offspring! I've come to accept this horrid trait of theirs. I consider myself lucky that I have two siblings I love, and who share my same views.
Yes, parents, in theory, are supposed to support their offspring, yet mine never have, as they've always been too busy following Turd-Berg's, and the Blind Cunt's (A.K.A., Zerby's) erroneous doctrines!
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| | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | from AUS
Friday, January 24, 2003 - 23:09
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Hey...
You got a lot of anger....i like that...
sounds like your parents really suck ass dude...LOL..
see if you can channel that RAGE towards something useful yeah? like world domination or something..;p
Peace...
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| From exotik tom-boy
Saturday, January 25, 2003, 17:52
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Yo,
My anger only comes out when I'm talking to my parents, as they SUCK! But even worse, they are too chicken shit to answer my valid questions, which is the only reason I post this stuff.
World domination? NOPE.....I aint about to be a Berg-terd,or blind cunt (A.K.A. Zerby) clone!
I have a wonderful outlet for my anger, which works great: weight training and photography! Yup, I earned my bachelor of fine art degree, in photo and new digital media from OSU (the second largest U in the U.S., in 3 1/2 years)!
My parents (A.K.A. Z and P) are the most irresponsible individuals I know of! Not to mention, how embarassed I am by the fact that my own dad lies about the quantity of children he's birthed, and never bothered to care for! Then again, the cog does not believe in paying child support, since they are too caught up with 'god's work'... and illegal sexual orgies and practices...so I should not be surprised by own father's flagrant abuse of his own blood.--YET I AM!
Angry? nope! I aint worried about my white trash parents who tried to convince me to use my education for W.S. purposes once I had obtained my degree!
I post my brutal opinions on this site so that other kids (and by 'kids' I do not mean to insult anyone....I'm 28 and I'll always think of myself as a kid!) who may be facing the same parental neglect I've had to face, can find some sense of consolation in my own experiences.
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| | From Debzi
Tuesday, May 06, 2003, 03:37
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Shit dude you are having it tough ay? Who said we would be happy if we left TF? being out is almost as painful as being in! specialy if your parent's are ass holes! You sound like a corageous person, the most corageous thing a human being can do is forgive, I know what I'm talking about exotic tomboy! I left 12 yrs ago I'm 34, I'm that fab teen you squirts used to look up at and wanted to be like me! So... been there, done that, you can follow me now if you have the balls to do it!!! FORGIVE!! LET YOUR PARENTS GO. (reply to this comment) |
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