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or my case - Saturday, December 14, 2002

the 40-45 year olds abusing ne at 12/13/14. It was painful. And the whole home knew and winked.

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Nan - Monday, December 09, 2002

For me, the most precious thing the Family stole from me was innocense. The innocense of my childhood was replaced with postering, silence restriction, beatings and sexual molestation.

I wonder where the animalistic instinct to protect ones offspring went in all our parents. When I look at my son and his purity and innocense, how he's amazed at the site of the lights on our Christmas tree and joy of his stuffed bear, I feel that instinct to protect him with my life. I feel the rage inside me when I imagine what he would be exposed to in the horror that is the Family. I hold back the tears to think how much would be taken from him, the holidays, the joy of childhood and the love a security every child needs and deserves. I remember all my innocent siblings went through. I think of all I endured. I compare it to the disgusting trash the Family teaches its children, the sickening Loving Jesus perversion. I makes me wonder how better the world would have been if David Berg had never been born. How many children's lives has he and his evil cult ruined? When will it ever stop? And what twisted logic is it that this cult still exists and their are sick people out there who defend it!!! One day someone should have to answer for all these stolen childhoods.

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Snuzzles - Wednesday, December 04, 2002

I remember the first time I was beaten I was around 5 yrs old I remember it cause I remember waking up crying and vomiting on my bed and the lady who was there at the time spanked me for wetting the bed and made me sleep in it , then it happened again thats same night, I threw up again and was feeling terrible and this time she went and got an "uncle" and he kicked me with his foot outta the bed onto the floor and was yelling at me for lying about havin wet the bed I was crying and sayin "i threw up from my tummy not my pee pee". They made me sleep on the floor from what i can remember. everything after the kicjking i don't remember, as i was growing up (brazil, mexico, chile) I was sexually and verbaly phisically abused, when i was 11 I was sent to go live in mexico at "seeks and Servants" home, I was in the bathroom after nights out going pee pee( and the dam doors don't lock Of course) so i was holding it closed with the bathroom lit trunk. This guy pushed the door open he was naked and had semen all over his penis and was all outta breath and i just turned the other way. He then muttered somethin about old bottles not finishing a job or somethin and then proceeded to ask me if i would clean him off pls, I didnt move and he got mad at me saying that I was an old bottle and old bottles are an abomanation to god and he grabed my face and MADE me lick himoff!!! I was throwing up and gagging and it was awfull, I was 11 yrs old. Also they never let mecall my parents cause I would cry non stop and they didnt like that so everytime my parents would call they would say i was out or somethin and when i wrote letters they would read them first and make sure they were ok to send so i could never say anything . They had a " sharing night everyweek" where they would team you up and you had to have sex with people, I never wanted to so instead i was beat down in the back garage to humble me cause I thought my self to good for anyone in the home... so after a few times of this i broke down and said ok to the sex and i had to team up with two men!! one fat one one thin tall one... this was called a threesome and was sopposed to make up for the times i had been selfish with people, it was horrible and painful the fat one crawled on top of me and i couldt breath i was crying for him to stop cause i hurt ... he ignored me and was just humping like a jerk...the other one was geting annoyed with my crying and stuck his penis in my mouth to make me stop crying and i bit him and then he started hitiing my face , while the other guy was on top of me...it all stoped when i passed out. I woke up cold naked with no covers and alone up in the back garage, A few weeks later I told the sheapherd of the home and she said "well you know if you would just love others and not be selfish then none of that would have happened cause god blesses those who do his will and punishes those who dont.". I hate my life, and I hate anyone who tries to tell me to forgive and forget. Those are only three insidences of MANY that I went though but thats another story or 10 one day I'll get around to telling my whole story maybe it will help in the healing if there is such a thing.

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NR - Sunday, November 10, 2002

Yes, I strongly agree with the zero tolerance policy of child-molestation, U should report it, he will go through due process (court), and an expert can determine if he downloaded the pix, or a bot did, and how long they've been there (to prove whether he chose to keep the child-porn), etc. The Family has, in recent years, decided to excommunicate members who have sexual relations with minors (assuming it's reported and they aren't friends w/ officers of TF), in response to a increased outside legal scrutiny. Of course this means that the rapists and abusers get to walk the streets and prey on other kids, he may have been one of those thrown out, and that would probably be the reason for it, if so. Please do report it, for other kid's sake, my sister was raped by my step-dad at age 11, U have no idea how it's affected her still to this day.

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Hanna_Black - Wednesday, November 06, 2002

There was a letter once, called "Child Brides" or something. It was a long time ago and Moses David talked about sex with a child being ok as long as "love is involved". People went overboard, and a lot of weirdos took it as an excuse to abuse and rape little girls. I won't get into details of what happened numerous times to me, but once I didn't want to have "cuddle time" with some naked old geezer, and they made me read "the girl who wouldn't".
That at 7!!!
To them it was normal that kids could have sex, 7 was considered preteen and 12 an adult. Later it all got banned, jsut don't know exactly when. Of course, with the charter no one is supposed to do that, and if they do, Mama and Peter pipe up, "but it is in the charter."
I think the Family is a place where a lot of weirdos could do what they want and get away with it.
Good that you sent the creep out of your house. Maybe he didn't harm your daughter, but if he has tendencies... you never know!

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ironic - Thursday, October 31, 2002

You SON OF A BITCH!!! How dare you fucking say forgive and forget. What would you say if it was your sister or your friend. You self righteous manic. My sister was molested in the family because of people like you who use your forgive and forget BULLSHIT!!! And don't quote the Bible at us, we are not the ones blasheming here, it you people who distort the Bible with all your perverted theories. We'll forgive and forget when those who are responsible for the abuse that we have suffered at their hands come up and give us a sincere apology, not deny the accusations (and don't bother saying they haven't done that, i'll give you letter references to prove you wrong). Until then GO FUCK YOURSELF or better yet follow in "Dad's" shoes and get the electric chair!! With "Dad" gone that's one less pervert out of the way and feel free to follow him, we hella ain't stopping you!!

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Yes, it was Hell - Tuesday, October 29, 2002

I don't know what corner of the COG you grew up in, but when I was young they beat us regularly, usually for some stupid, imaginary crime. The only way to avoid this was to be a brain-dead, passive kiss-ass. This is not "Strict", this is called physical abuse

The Family didn't beat their children for being wrong, they beat them for being children.

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cdd - Tuesday, October 29, 2002

Mexico was the worst, thanks to seek and secunos. the Chapala (Guad) combo was rampit with that shit. Know the feeling. Full of child abusers, they thought nothing of cornnering a child in broad daylight to satisfy thier own perverted sex drive.

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Hi anonymous - Tuesday, October 29, 2002

I was also molested in Chile, a few times actually. Maybe it was by the same person. Later during the Argentina persecution we were told to tell the sheperds if we had ever been abused or anything of the sort. I remember telling my JETT sheperd about those 3 incidents. He told me that that wasn't abuse as I hadn't really been hurt by it. He then went on to explain that abuse was something far more serious blah, blah etc. He told me that I should never tell the authorities the stories I had just told him as they would misinterpret them & it would "hinder the Lord's work".

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anonymous - Thursday, October 24, 2002

I'm another card-carrying member of the scarred for life club. I was molested in Chile at age 7. The "brother" who put me and my sibling to sleep while the women in the house were out FFing got in bed with us. Later I was raped in Argentina where I was sexually abused for years until Liberty and Stumblingblock came out when I was 14. When I got Pelvic Inflammatory Disease caused by the abuse, I was denied medical care until I was at death's door. Instead, I was told I was posessed by Oplexicon and being rebellious, so a home shepherd read letters to me and I was forced to eat when all I could handle was ice water. I could not stand up straight, i was doubled over from the pain. I suffered severe, irreversible physical consequences. TF was truly a multinational of paedophilia, purveyors of misery.